I really don’t know how I’m going to leave you for four months. you’ve been my rock for these last few months and you’ve been my everything. I’m going to miss you so much, and it’s going to be so hard knowing we are in different places doing such different things. lets just hope when we return, we find the good. we return with a purpose and we can learn together again.
these last few months have been amazing, I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been in …. forever. i don’t know what to do. I’m stuck, i wish you could see what i see. i see an amazing relationship. and yes, even though relationships take work, we can work it out. i guess you don’t want to make an effort. i guess you want to quit. so, i don’t want to force a relationship. so i guess ill quit too. when you feel like showing the effort, ill step forward.
there is a time and place for letting things go, there is a time and place for over thinking. right now.. i can over think if i want to because i can’t afford to get hurt again.